[ it's an old fear, one that she had comforted herself with the knowledge that it was her and her alone stuck in the mess she was before; a void that was filled by surprisingly steady presence of the father she never knew, a man she's hesitant to reach for in the here and now as her mind catches up to the signs around her.
leia breathes in, rough and deep, hands coming up to circle han's wrists. ]
Don't freak out. I'm going to try something.
[ he's not force-sensitive, so she doesn't know if this will work or not, but she's desperate to ground herself before she becomes lost in the haze of the force or sucked into the void the absence of luke's presence has left.
stretching out through the force, she finds that presence that's distinctly her han's, the one bright and full of love and concern for her (and not whoever that woman is with the younger one). she grabs hold of it, enveloping herself in the warmth of its security. it's unconventional, but the more leia wraps herself around han's presence in the force, the steadier her breathing grows -- the clearer her mind becomes. ]
it's a musebox and i'll make shit up if i want to~ ♫
[ it's an old fear, one that she had comforted herself with the knowledge that it was her and her alone stuck in the mess she was before; a void that was filled by surprisingly steady presence of the father she never knew, a man she's hesitant to reach for in the here and now as her mind catches up to the signs around her.
leia breathes in, rough and deep, hands coming up to circle han's wrists. ]
Don't freak out. I'm going to try something.
[ he's not force-sensitive, so she doesn't know if this will work or not, but she's desperate to ground herself before she becomes lost in the haze of the force or sucked into the void the absence of luke's presence has left.
stretching out through the force, she finds that presence that's distinctly her han's, the one bright and full of love and concern for her (and not whoever that woman is with the younger one). she grabs hold of it, enveloping herself in the warmth of its security. it's unconventional, but the more leia wraps herself around han's presence in the force, the steadier her breathing grows -- the clearer her mind becomes. ]