I'm trying, [ she insists, but the truth of the matter is that she's still vastly untrained, a jedi novice that's been relying heavily on sheer instinct and following the leads of her brother, father, and obi-wan in lieu of all the training she's yet to receive. she only half knows what she's doing, and that's why she can't quite stop herself from reaching out and trying to find--
her eyes go wide, and she drops the hilt of her lightsaber in favor grabbing a handful of han's shirt. ]
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her eyes go wide, and she drops the hilt of her lightsaber in favor grabbing a handful of han's shirt. ]
He's not there. I can't find him. He's not there!